this is my simple kind of life; how do you like me now?

first of all, i apologise for letting my blog to be in a dead condition for 2 months. i had my june 'As' exam to prepare. hehe. was blank and had nothing to blog about. i had already finished watching 敲敲愛上你. The ending was okayy. lol. but i expect more though.

3 weeks of holidays are going to end in 2 days time =/ my head is going to burst when i get back to school. so much more to study and qualifying exam is like 2 weeks after school reopen?! i did nothing productive during the holidays besides completing my chemistry presentation and physics homework. first week of holiday is a waste cos my cousins from KL came. Don't even bother to touch the books. haha.

i went for the 'leadership and team building' activities on the 14th at Tasek Lama. BARA was ok. besides getting certificate from them, they left me a scar on my fingers due to blisters T.T hope that it's going to disappear. haha. MONKEY ROCKS! lol. although we lost =/

Something was distracting me recently. I once felt guilty for what i did when i was still young and innocent. My aunt told me that i always fight with her for toys and i once hit her head with barbie doll =/ i used to be very close to her, maybe because of our age. We shared almost everything. I still cannot believe what she did to my aunt's family, a family which was once happy and peaceful. and now... she was not being the real her for the past 19 years. yeap, we're of the same age but she's elder than me by 8 months. I was shocked when my mom told me. My mom actually want to keep this as a secret and not telling me but she thinks that i should know. Not only me, everyone who is related to her and who knows what happened, is shock.

My youngest aunt was mad. how mad? mad til she actually went to KL to bring her back to miri. My 2nd aunt was treating her nice. Bought her anything, guess watch, esprit's, elle's and all those branded clothes. Let her work at my aunt's husband's clinic for extra earning. Once wanted to fully support her study. a girl who scored 11A's for her form 5, having a bright future, but now all is nothing. i don't think i'll ever go down to miri anymore. I do not know how to face her. what should i say when i saw her. I don't have the right to say anything.

what else can i say? disappointed.unbelievable.

withlove,
peijin (:

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Saturday, 4 July 2009